everybody came to my grandma spendlove's after for food. that was awesome. again, i love my friends. later on melissa came over to my house. she came to my farewell but took off afterword. she said it felt too awkward. i wonder if she ever remembers all the awkward times i had, and she told me to "get over it". yeah, i hope she felt that today. i hope she saw who my true friends are.
i cant believe that my days are so few. no one, but those who have experinced this, could even imagine how much faith i have to have. how hard this is going to be. but i will never know how wonderful serving a mission can be, if i dont experience how hard it should be. above all i am excited to make a difference and to serve.
i'm off to bed, peace!